this close to me

I've waited hours for this I've made myself so sickI wish I'd stayed asleep today I never thought this day would end I never thought tonight could ever be This close to me Just try to see in the dark Just try to make it work To feel the fear before you're here I make the shapes come much too close I pull my eyes out Hold my breath And wait until I shake...But if I had your faith Then I could make it safe and clean If only I was sure That my hand on the door was a dream I've waited hours for this I've made myself so sick I wish I'd stayed asleep today I never thought this day would end I never thought tonight could ever be This close to me But if I had your faith I could make it safe and clean If only I was sure That my hand on the door Was a dream