hmmm

I just wrote this whole big long blog that was starkly honest, kinda deep and not terribly happy. It was painful to write, probably depressing to read, but very much how I feel. I wasn't even finished with it, but guess what? It's gone. Egads. Comp had to restart. Yikes. How...ugh.
So why, you ask, was I writing it if it was so miserable and painful? Because I'm tired, I got like three hours of sleep last night.

It started out harmless enough...

The moral of this entry? If you want to get to the heart of me, get me when I'm sleep deprived.