Wild Kingdom meets North Dutton

Remember when I wrote about Craig worrying that if we left the side door of the unit open "wild animals might run through?" Remember that? Well tonight we found said wild animals. It's true. From another dimension appeared a flock of wild turkeys, hanging about the wilds of Tesconi Circle. Seriously, there was a whole slug of the bastards. What the hell were they doing there? And just where the hell did they come from? Weird, huh? But amusing, nonetheless.

One of my patients was telling me about his weekend in Tahoe. It sounded superb. Mmmm, snowalicious.

I...ughhh, I know I'm going to regret saying this. But now that I think of it, who cares? I can always delete this entry later! I have decided that I give up. I give up looking for the right person. I know what I want, I don't want to settle, and you know what? It just isn't feasible. I have decided that the person I want does not exist. So why torture myself? It's kind of liberating. Must...be...strong! It kinda sucks, too.

*wink*

I've had a migraine since last night. It sucks. I've been on the verge of hurling all day because of it. So I went to the neurologist before work, right? I got shot full of novacaine in the upper neck this time as opposed to the scalp. It hurt worse, in a way. And you know what? It didn't help for more than an hour, tops. Anyway...the chief of the neurology department, my doctor, essentially told me that I have exhausted all treatment options except a couple of really psycho scary ones, like a series of 30 injections of botox into my head to paralyze the muscles of the scalp for about three months when I would need to do it all again. Assuming it worked at all. Wow, sounds like fun! The worst part of all of this is that despite all these treatments I have exhausted I have yet to find anything that works more than once or twice. I feel so hopeless and depressed, like I'll have this debilitating pain with no hope of relief for the rest of my life. Niiiice. I'll feel less depressed tomorrow if the headache is gone, though.