So I'm housesitting for my parents for the weekend. It's kinda nice in a way, feels like I'm back home, which of course I am. Next week I'm housesitting for some friends of theirs. *Sigh* And school starts. And vacation. Blah. I need to keep reminding myself that it's all going to be okay. I don't even like the people I'm housesitting for next week, and for the two weeks after that as well (during my vacation). I can certainly use the money, though. Good grief. I'm feeling ever more doomed to staying home and doing NOTHING for my two weeks off, save starting school and worrying about how I'm going to buy books. Fuck.

The other good thing about housesitting at my mom and dad's is that I can do laundry whenever the hell I feel like it. Yaaaayyyy!!!!! Not everything sucks! *whew*

So today is Rachel's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! I feel like hell 'cause I can't really get her anything. For my birthday she got me something I'd wanted since high school. For her birthday I haven't got much of anything. *sigh* Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........

I need a Xanax.